Yeah it makes me smile.

2009-09-18T13:31:00.003+08:00

KUCINGSAYANGKAMU.BS.COM
Relink kays!

2009-08-05T14:43:00.001+08:00

I've officially moved!

Tag me if you want my new link.

2009-07-28T01:49:00.004+08:00

I'll be moving to new blog, pass me your link if you want my new blog link okay.

TAGG ME OKAY PEOPLE!

2009-07-27T00:50:00.002+08:00

Hey people, in one week time in gonna private this blog for those who wants to read about other things then anugerah. Just tag me your email add and i will just add ya okay! thanks people!
ILY!

2009-07-02T02:01:00.005+08:00

I'll be moving to a new blog. Do link me okay.
I wont be updating about my pesonal life there. Just will update about my anugerah journey. And to my chinese, dont worry. I will update in english language so that you guys will understand.

The reason im moving to the new blog was, it was in the rules. If i made it to top 12. I have to. Thanks for understanding. Link me up okay.

http://blogs.anugerah.mediacorptv.sg/catty/

HEARTBEAT.

2009-06-30T15:04:00.001+08:00

WISH ME GOOD LUCK PEOPLE!

SEE YA TONIGHT!

2009-06-30T02:46:00.000+08:00

GOOD BYE!

2009-06-26T22:45:00.000+08:00

hahah, lengan tak perlu lah.

HOW, FATS?

2009-06-26T05:12:00.005+08:00

Its already 5.55am.

Im not sleeping yet, just finished talking to love.
well im still have not recovered yet.

Yesyes, im still sick. Still having the flu and some feverish feeling. Vomited few times in the evening just now.

and right now, im really stress up with my weight and the upcoming anugerah results and the choice of songs for the upcoming performance if i get to the next level and i really really cant hear anymore comments about my weight/body size.

I know i should be positive and ignore all this.
Well, i can be patience at times. I will always remember Eddy ali's advices, Ignore and ingore them all. And i will, I just have to be strong.

I'll be having alot of outings and family occasions these few days. Will update to you all. Thank to the person who made a fan club @ facebook. To you whoever you are, thanks yeahh!

People, remember to vote okayyy. Take care byebye.

2009-06-25T22:02:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAH, THIS IS THE FAT GIRL! LOL.

2009-06-24T21:19:00.003+08:00

I did all i could. I tried my best for anugerah.
People, come help me out to fulfilled my dream okay.

Send the Anugerette’s code via SMS to 73388
(e.g. type ANU 6 and send to 73388)
Call the Tele-poll number: Telepol: 1900-112-7706
Remember im number 6!

If i get to the top 12 (insyallah), I have to stop blogging here and i have to start blogging at a new blog where i only can update about my anugerah journey. I'll update more about my new blog, If i got to the next level then.

So last tuesday was a hard fight for all the girls. I tried my best. But well, the others was better then i was. Well the only thing i was upset was, I look big on tv with my second outfit which i sang with my team mates.

I'm still sick, i need to rest now. Take care people! Bye!

Thanks to all who came to support.

2009-06-21T20:58:00.004+08:00

My Anugerah Team mates!

been a long day today.
Had our dance and vocal class today.
And i admit that my group dance was not that difficult at all.

Came at 10am just now.Thought it would end at 6pm or later, it ended at 5pm.
2nd Bro fetch me..We had mini father day celebration at home..
Had pizza hut, watch jangan tegor too.
I had fun with everyone today.

Daddy Happy Daddy day.
to my brothers happy daddy day.
to my uncles happy daddy day.
TO ALL DADDY.
happy daddy day okayyy.

abah. i love youuu so much.

Thanks for bringing me up.

thanks for giving me a life.

One day your dream will come true abah.

I'll try my best. Ily!

Gonna sleep fast today.Gonna have dance practice at Kunjung's cribs tmr.
Take care people!

I know its too late, dont go far.

shurah!

2009-06-21T01:11:00.002+08:00

Okayy, let me continue one updating here. See me face there? bloated kan? hahahah diam!

Baby just got into an accident. I pity him alot, bruises, swollen here and there. And the doctor's gave him 1week mc. And he's dad gave him "2WEEKS NO MOTOR".
How can i live w/o him driving me here and there? Fuhhlamak.

alahh dont worry. Im independent enough to travel here and there.
baby, get well soon please? ily.

Okayy, so the outfit have already settled just now, went to tempines where's the anugerah stylist stays. Met Shurababy too eventhough it was last minute,im very the Happy sungguhh. Get to eat pastamania too. We must meet again okay ILY. After that had to rush to send baby's wallet at woodlands and pick up a poster for the anugerah.And the only thing now is the songs and our lyrics. And seriously right now. Im not happy at all. I just cant say out loud here.

But well, im just a upgrowing singer lah kan. Sape lah aku?
I really cant wait for the girls turns this coming tuesday.
Tommorow would be having vocal and dance class at 10am to NIGHT!
night? haha could be 10 i guess.

I need to sleep then right now. Take care people. I'll update soon!

2009-06-19T13:57:00.003+08:00

while i was about to update my blog. Baby called.
Bad newss. Im rushing to the hospital right now.
Bye bye people, take care.

2009-06-18T18:45:00.001+08:00

AMEK KAU.

not doing good.

2009-06-18T01:59:00.003+08:00

Hello you Guys!!

It has been a veryvery hard day for me this week.

Im sick, due to my regular infection. Baby tysha is also sooo sick, and im so worried for her.

Today was a bad day for me. I just wont mention why. But im just so confused with life right now. Its hard since anugerah started. Well, im trying to be stronger then ever, And im doing anugerah, all for my parents.

Today was the girls photoshoot. I was not in the mood. Mood swingging here and there. Seriously, i y'all out there thinks anugerah is fun and easy. Think again. Cause its damn hard. Trust me, it is. And this sunday would be our dance and vocal training, 10 am to myb 9pm. Long hours of practice man~

And also, i change my song for the third time. And these time round, im choosing Ekka mairina song. Cipta Kaseh. I hope i'll do good. And i also get the privilege to choose the group song. And my group; Kunjung, Sarah and Nani would be singing Norazeila song, its fast yet simple and soft in the same time. I hope abg ad wont give us difficult dance step. Fuhhh. Ohh Yeah, we still havent get our outfit. And that is the most scariest part. I dont want to be look bigger then i am now. HELP, PLEASE, TAKNAK, PLEASE ABG AZNI?

I miss ELSC so F much.

Top 8 girls.

Im confuse, confuse, confuse.
Its hard to have this feeling, you wont understand. Im consider just a bestfriend.
just a Bestfriend. Like i say, no use telling the problems to you.

Take care people.

anugerah.

2009-06-17T03:12:00.004+08:00

HALLLO LAH :(

The guys did well for their turn. And next week will be us ladies turn. Gosh, right now. Im sick. But its okay. Anugerah come first.

Today was fun yet tiring. Thanks to wazee boy for the accompany.

I just got nothing else to say.update, i need a break. Soon after anugerah.
Tmr would be having photoshoot with the girls. bye! take care!

2009-06-15T14:32:00.009+08:00

Firstly, this post would be a long one. Cause im updating all the things that has just happend for the past 3 days.

Start with Yesterday. 14 June 2009.

Faizal sidek son's ADAMS 2nd birthday bash. W reunion of tkc idol people.
I miss them all. The only missing was hydir, harman, cirul and faris. Hard to get trough.

So today, 15 june would be Fauzan's 2_ birthday. Went home at 3am just now, went to Al-Azhar with the birthday boy and wazzee boy. And conincidentaly met Bf and his good friend there.

Heres are the pictures on the 14th!

On the 13th June met ShurahBaby @ vivocity with shidot too, had some talks about this and that. I hope you'll be okay okay shurah. You're strong =]

im always here if you need me okay.

So ELSC had a last minute sleepover @ my house that night. I was late cause i was attending to my family gathering after meeting shurah.As my house was empty cause mum,dad,grandmum, sis,maid was not at home. Drag all 3 of them to my house, cause bf was sleeping and i cant do anything and i miss damn badly. -_-

WARNINGGGGGGGGGGGGG. WORSE PICTURES FROM ELSC.

Semue muke masam.

I guess my 3days 2 night was spend nicely.

Oh yeah, anugerah practice has still not started yet.
And also, tmr anugerah is only the guys. We'll be going to support them.

Okay people, got to get ready. Meeting wazze boy after this!

2009-06-15T14:32:00.000+08:00

2009-06-13T15:31:00.002+08:00

Watch this video if you miss it.

tak lah waz.

2009-06-12T02:24:00.005+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE.

it has been soooooooooooooooo long since i went out with bf.
yesterday had a mini photoshoot for new poster that my unlce offered to do.

Had a karaoke session with bf and cik waz too.

here's some photos of me in the first episode of anugerah.

THATS ALL PEOPLE.
takecare. Update soon!

6AM.

2009-06-11T06:01:00.003+08:00

I love blue, im gonna stick with blue.
AND TO ALL OF MY SUPPORTERS WHO WILL COME DOWN TO SUPPORT, IM GONNA BUY SOME BLUE STUFF TODAY.
Just in case some dont have.
Toodles!

Life is getting harder and harder.

2009-06-11T05:11:00.004+08:00

HELLO GUYS!

right now is already 5.13am, Am still not in any mood to sleep.
well, i might as well update about my photoshoot today.

Today photoshoot was fun. I enjoy alot, we'll be doing photoshoots for some posters and will be featured in some magazines as we are the top 16. I also did my own promo for both channels suria and channel 5. HAHA speaking london oi.

It started at 2pm and ends at 8pm.
Today photoshoot was quite longer then the previous one.

After that met bf.

I HAVE A BIG ANNOUCEMENT TO SAY OUT.

in few weeks time, IF i got to the top 12. This blog is officially closed.
Due to, ermm....Im already under mediacorp/suria. And im not allowed to have my personal blog. I will have a new one. But im not allowed to write like i used to.

Right now might not be the time for me to explain everything.
But i'll update for more detail.

enjoy the photo's~

f.y.i.

The anugerah stylist gave me a mini make over with my hair as you can see below picture here. They even cut the fringe!! i loveeeeeeeeeeee it. LOL.

Tagggg replyyyy.

Reen - Heyy thanks for voting babe!!K

KEEN - YEAHH BABAY I GOT TO THE NEXT ROUND WOHOOO! =]

Eyfar - yepps, top voted.. Mcm tak sanke, serious tau...

Amira - thanks baby, support me tau.

Manager - thanks manager, thanks for coming down too!LOL

FAA - Hhehe, thanks kecik!

fazilah sista - insyallah boleh if y'all keep on supporting me!

Guest - thank youuu, btw next time just leave your name okay. I wont bite. =]

Kaseh - terime kaseh daun keladi, awak lagi lawa. Thanks cute!

Ira - heyy thanks for supporting me, appreciate the most. Thank you!

Aisyaa - wahh, your family also love me ah? thank you I LOVE YOU TOO. tell them that! hehe

Inia - baby, thanks for voting. Hope to see you soon okay. Imy ily!

Shurah - yey dapat hug shurahh alsoo!! imy tauuu. Lame tak jumpee sehh. Btw, be
strong okay babygirl. Love has its ups and downs. Even i have some
problem with my love since this anugerha started. You take care okay. We
meet soon!

FANNA - Link up soon okay dear? Thanks for the support.Appreciate it very much!

1.48am

2009-06-10T01:48:00.003+08:00

Anugerah was great. Thanks to everyone who voted for me. Thanks for the text msg'es, tag'es, call'es. I thanks a million to all, because of you im in the first place for this week.

Thank you again. ily'all. Take care.
I need to sleep now, photoshoot tmr.
GODD IM SO TIRED. bye!

Today would be full of fake smile from me

2009-06-09T11:37:00.003+08:00

Kasih, tidak pernah ku meminta.
Selain cinta dan kejujuran hatimu.
dimana kelembutan yang ada dulu kasih?
Merana dalam senyuman ku meratap sedih.

Just wanna say thanks for everything. Also, thanks to your childhood friend.

love.

2009-06-09T02:10:00.001+08:00

Hello people!

Right now its already 2.10am, and im still not asleep yet. I just cant sleep, the butterfly feeling in the stomach has already attack me since this evening. Okay then, i might as well update about my sunday sentosa outing. Naseb tak terserempak ngn orang tu eh. heh.

Sentosa outing with Bf family, MOHARIANS.
it was fun even though it was a last minute planning. It was the bestest and the baddest day ever. The best cause, i really enjoy myself. The bad thing was, i lost my i.c, ezlinks ect ect. But its okay. Im fine -_-

Soooo, as it was hard for me to get home that night. I sleepover babys' cribs. Even though no one's home today. I got to wait for baby to get home from work at 3pm. Baby sent me home, but we went shopping first to get my heels for anugerah.

Thanks baby for everything. I appreciate every single help that you gave me. Im sorry if im always in a bad mood. Im always jealous, cause im scared of losing you. Even im jealous of your own childhood friend which is already a sister to you. Im sorry if i controlled you before. Right now, im trying to understand you cause you've been wanting me to do so. I love you, i love you more then myself. I love your curly hair, you sepet eyes, and your skinny self. I love you cause i love you. I love you since 7 months ago.

Baby, you know right? ily.

And shidot baby, be strong okay,

okay people, enjoy the pictures. I better get to sleep. Big day tmr. Watch me on suria at 8.30pm.
Remember to vote number 14 okay! Ily 'all! take care!

Thank you.

2009-06-06T19:43:00.002+08:00

Come and help me out, to let my dream come true.
Watch me out this tuesday, 8.30pm On SURIA.

My voting number would be 14.
Classmates, Schoolmates, Friends and Family.
Do your part okay! Ily'all.
Praying hard for this tuesday.

Take care!

2009-06-06T00:37:00.002+08:00

I just need baby so much right now, if only you're here.
No one else could hear me out. Baby :(

2009-06-05T23:39:00.003+08:00

TOP 9, Mel m.i.a.

Today is not my favourite day at all.

And yes, hello people.
Just got back home from a quick shopping with mum. I hate today, because of the stylist i'm late to meet elnaababy to have our friday dinner date, And it was cancelled cause it was totally to late to meet her. Elnaa baby im sorry, we meet soon okay!

It was stated we got to me at 5pm and the thing will be ending around 7pm. And guess what! The stylist actually arrive at the venue at 7++Pm. How mad could we be?

And the thing is like a few seconds only.
Why cant we just meet tmr!!??

its okay. I guess, we got to get used to wait those drama mama's.

Another thing that im sad about is, my team leader didnt text me to bring the white outfit for the episode 1. And its just a waste of time being there.

Another thing, If you people watch me on my upcoming performance with my group, letme warn y'all first. I didnt pick that outfit out, so dont gimee comments like "i dont know how to dress up " OR "where did you buy it ? geylang?"
soo yeahh, like i say today is not my favourite day at all.
What else i could do? Must i say to them that i look like a small kid mum's wearing that outfit?
Well, i dont know what to say anymore.
Anugerah really went over the limit.

I'm just so mad with everything that happend today.
Another thing that had cancelled was overnight plann with bf @ douby ghout mrt.
And that one is just great!

the only thing that brights up my day today was, about 5 people commented on me.
They say i look like im losing weight.
WHICH! I DID!
i lose about 5kg.
all thanks to the stressness that anugerah gave to me.

Well people, i gotta sleep.
Be having dancing class tmr for anugerah.
URGH, IM TIRED.
byebye take care.
Ytd filming.

My group.

Practicing @ mediacorp tea area.

Ignore my face :b

You cant be bothered anymore, thank god holidays are here.
cant stand seeing ur face.
HAHA.
*KAU PUNYE PASAL KALAU NAK TERASE EH.

2009-06-04T00:00:00.000+08:00

IM BRINGING SEXY BACKKK BABAYY.

Happy 18th Birthday to Shahreen hotstuff.

Semoga anda panjang umor dah murah rezeki. Dan semoga allah melindugi kamu.

And also, i'll wish your dream would come true. Do your best bro. Show them you can do it. I believe in you, And also on behalf of my bf. Im sorry, sorry that bf kept poking your precious tummy.

HAHAHHAA, ABANG HOTSTUFF, GO FIND YOURSELF GIRLFRIEND LAH KAYYYYYYYYYYY. HAHAH TAKE CARE.

happy birthday bro!

yey yey. HOLIDAY!!

2009-06-03T23:23:00.003+08:00

HOW DO I LOOK WITH MY NEW HAIR BABAYYYWoahhhhhhh what a long day mann.

Im so tired right now, but i still wanna blog about today. Last paper, haha. I was too tired to concentrate. I went to sleep after finishing the paper. Haha. And today is the anugerah photoshoot. Taxi-ed to city-hall straightly after school ends.

Overall today was funn. I look different with the make-up. I dont like my outfit that i bought, Cause i look big ,My hair was in a mess. Hp battery suck to core.
The only thing that im happy with is my shoe.

HAHA
yeah, pathetic.

So today we are ask to do a photoshoot solo/group.
Below picuture is my group.

Introducing ourself, pose here and there. So i arrived at 1.30pm, and the photoshoot ends at 5Plus. see how long today was.
With the other anugerah finalist.
After that, went to meet bf.
Ohhhhhhhhh, cume allah yang tahu betape rindu nye aku pada mu.
HAHA.Went to meet his parents too, oh god i miss them also.
Watch their recorded version of bf 70an gerek that i missed ytd. He is sooooo cute.HHAHAHA. LOL AH LOL.

and right now, i need my sleep.
I LOVE BABY SO MUCH.

i try my best to save everything.
Mindset mau kuat beb.
BETOL TAK GUEST?

oHH yeah, tmr and friday anugerah schedule was cancelled. Alhamdulilah. I really, need the rest. Thanks allah. :)

2009-06-03T08:39:00.002+08:00

I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU.

i'm crying, and crying and crying. I cant, lets see you can. I just need you so badly!!!
I WANT TO DIE. PLEASE.

TIRED.

2009-06-03T00:28:00.005+08:00

And i found this at reen's blog. Nice song for my situation right now.

I'M JUST SOOOOOOOOO CONFUSED.
i really dont know should i trust you or not.
By all means.

I know, i think to much. Tell me who wont?
I GAVE UP.I SERIOUSLY GAVE UP.

i just need to focus on anugerah.I need to be strong.
Thanks to those who tag. I really appreciate it alot.
I hope im strong enough to do this.Insyallah

HAPPY 7MONTHS?

That starbuck girl.

2009-06-02T17:59:00.006+08:00

FUCK THAT BITCH. JUST FUCK THAT BITCH.

sorry but i cannot take it anymore.

you, your own have a womens heart.
CANT YOU UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL?

right now, i just hate everything.
I hate anugerah, cause wasting money here and there while i need it soo badly. But i have to, cause this is my dream. Sacrifaction.

I hate school, BUT LUCKILY THANK GOD HOLIDAYS IS COMING.

I hate boyfriend. I just dont know how to say it.
You just dont understand my feeling.
My heart broke into bits and pieces.
I dont know who to trust.
Where to go. You just cant sacrifice that little thing, i sacrifice alot for you. But that small thing, you just cant do? I'm just soooooooo sad.

And i hate my sister alot, Forcing dad to take a maid while we cannot afford anything right now.

i just need to go away from all this. Please help.
oH yeahhh, mum is home. And i have alot to do. Cause mum need to rest.

ahhhhhhhhhhhh catty nak mati.
hidop makin susah, benci ah.

dah bye, i need to go mediacorp right now.
Money waste again.
take care people.
No one understands me, No one care.

EDITED POST AH, AHA. DAH DIAM

anugerah update.

2009-06-01T19:09:00.006+08:00

ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh meet my twin ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Today was okay. Nothing much to say about today.
Just like other normal day. OSA exam today, it was quite easy.
Release at 11 or something. Went of to vivo with babes..
Had LJS as usual.

Nothing interesting today, but i enjoy my day with my girls.

ANUGERAH UPDATES.
today was an offday for me. No training , no meeting.

But tuesday to saturday would be a tiring day i guess.
Tuesday - School ; Morning
Anugerah training ; 7.30 -10pm

Wednesday - School ; till 1pm.
Anugerah Photoshoot ; 1.30pm to idk what time.

Thursday - Anugerah stylist meeting/ makeover ; 7.30-10pm

Friday - Anugerah stylist meeting / makeover ; I DONT KNOW THE TIME.

Saturday - Anugerah DaNce practice ; I totally forgot what time.
GOSHHHHHHH

I can do this! I can do this! I can do this! I can do this! I can do this! I can do this! I can do this! I can do this! I can do this! I can do this! I can do this! I can do this! I can do this! I can do this! I can do this! I can do this! I can do this! I can do this! I can do this! I can do this! I can do this!

I can do this!

Okay people. I guess i better study for tmr CTR paper.
TAKE CARE.

HAPPY 6TH MONTHSARY TO BABYGIRL SHURAH AND CIRUL!
may your guys lifes be as colourful as ever!

2009-05-31T23:47:00.003+08:00

1. Besides lips, where is your favourite spot to get a kiss ?
- Cheeks.

2. How do you feel when you wake up in this morning ?
- My hair. I hate my hair, hahaha

3. Who was the last person you took photo with ?
- Classmates, mini party... remember?

4.Would you consider yourself to be spoiled ?
- No lahhhh.haha

5. Would you ever donate blood ?
-Not yet, but i feel donating soon. :)

Have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex?
- Yesyes. BUT ENTAHH LAH EHH.

7. Do you want someone dead ?
- Nope. Im happy with the people around me.

8. What does that last message say ?
- 5mths time i feel like buying my friend KR ; BFsays.

9. What are you Thinking right now ?
- How can i study when im not in peace. Sis is being such a bitch.

10. Do you wish someone with you right now ?
-YESSSSSSS ZULHELMYYYY.

11. What time you went to bed last night ?
-11 i guess.

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt that you're wearing now ?
-DANO, cwp

13. Is someone in your mind ?
-YESSSSSSS ZULHELMY. lolol

14. Who was the last person texted you ?
- Bf :)

15. 10 people tagged to do this quiz.
1- ELNA
2- SHIDOT
3-AINI
4-LISA
5-ZANNE
6-CRYSYY
7-ZEILAA
8-REEN
9-MIRA CHINA
10- SARAHHHH
16. Who is 2 having relationship with ?
-Si indra kecik tu.

17. Is 3 male or female ?
-FEMALE LAH DUHHH.

18. if 7 & 10 get together, would it be a good thing ?
-LESBIAN? I DONT THINK SOO. hehe

19. What is 1 studying about ?
- Retailing, bishan ite.

20. When was the last time you had chat with 5 ?
-Few weeks ago i guess.

21. Is 4 Single ?
-Single very single.

22. Say something about 2 ?
- Weird.

23. What do you think about 3 & 6
- I knew 3 since primary school, 6? she gilaa girl.

24. Describe 9 ?
-CUTE AH SI CHINE TU.

25. What will you do if 6 and 7 fight ?
-I laugh, why on earth would they fight?

26. Do you like 8 ?
- hehe like? as a friend lahhhhh.

i was tag by shurah, shareen and zam.
I CANT TAG THEM BACK LAH CAUSE THEY'VE DONE THE QUIZ LAH.

it will never end.

2009-05-30T23:58:00.004+08:00

It happends when i feel so so insecure, i would always wear that snowcap.
HAAHA LAME YAH.

My previous post was in the morning, lettme update about other part of my day today.
Today vocal training was hard, cause quater of us is already losing our voice due to last thursday training. I notice that when im singing, i would tend to slouch. Gonna improve on that!heheeeeeee

After vocal training, dad fetched me. Off to visit mum, ohhhhhh i miss her. But the funny thing was, the minute i lay down beside her, i went to lala land. Woke up at 10.30, went home after that.

Right now, waiting for bf to fetch me. Going Johorrrrrr....Wohooooooo.. alamak tired man.

you didnt care to call, didnt care to msg. What now? Wanting me to beg your forgiveness like i always do? You nvr change, always like this. OhhKay then i change for good, as im growing i'm always learning new stuff. People come and go. Friends too. But bestfriend wont, Understand what im saying. We been together for long years. We grew up with each other. I'm always there to scold you, cause i care. Its for your own good. I hope you realise this, but you'r like a sister to me. I hate to see you hurt, i never love seeing you angry. We joke like we always do. And you would tend to walkaway cause you had enough. But till when must it be like this? Cant we joke around if you're with us all? Listen okay. Im sorry, i apologise. Its hard not talking to you, and you know that. Please msg me when you read this msg okay. If you didnt care to reply, it means you dont have a feeling.

DANIEL TAN STILL SUCKASS AH.

quick one.

2009-05-30T10:13:00.003+08:00

Hello people, just a quick update.
Yes, weekends are here. Gonna have my total rest.
Yesterday was the Movie Bites Bbq Reunion. Everyone was there. Even the one who was in the first batch.

We had fun, eating , laughing, playing 5-year-old gamess.
I was so dumb, i went to sleep while the others came had did a suprise birthday party for Almamama. Haha.

i woke up at 7am just now,
right now i have to rush.. Having breakfast with anugerattes..

byebye people. Will update soon. take care.

lesson learn.
Appreciate them while you still can.
Some times its really hard to be appreciated by others.
No use protecting, loving you like a sister.
For years of knowing, i had enough. Emotions can be controlled.
But this is to much.

all you think of is, YOURSELF.
think wisely.

2009-05-28T23:58:00.000+08:00

Had our vocal training today, it ends 30min late.
Bf send me to mediacorp, and he fetch me today too *jumping up and down.
Me like it, cause me miss him and me want him.
heh.

One great news, MANJA will be featuring me in their upcoming July issue as one of anugerah contestant. They'd just sent me their interview via email.
I got to answer 21 question overall.

Next week would be pack for me, doing video recording, dance practice, vocal training, photoshoot , etcetc. This saturday theres still vocal training, also anugerah'babes shopping day.I'll update more about anugerah when theres something interesting for me to tell ya.

Good night take care.

IM A CRY BABY

2009-05-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

Hello people.
Well today was a tiring day for me. I'm hungry, so hungry.
I need mummy sooo much right now.

School was waste of time, Daniel T didnt came.
He's getting on my nerve.
I still hate him man, missery man.

OCM lesson was after the break, i decided to skip that lesson and meet mum instead.
I just miss her soo much. Shared alot with here today, cried like a baby. Hug her like nobody business. Slept beside her, in that same hospital bed itself.

Mum always made me feel good.
And i made my decision to cut hair today. As you can see the picture below.
I look quite dumb with short hair lahhh right??

After meeting mum, made my way to the home-saloon
Gotten the hair treatment and cutcut too.

I think im gonna cut shorter, or myb above my shoulder??
i wont brag more longer, sooo take care okay!

I've tried.

2009-05-27T02:20:00.004+08:00

Sometimes i would say to myself. Do i deserve to be treated like this?

Like someone says to me, if a person you care and love bring you down with their harsh words, they're not worth anything. It do means, They Don't Even Care , Concern , and their love for you is fake. Double the fake of everything that has alrd happens this far. The love??

Have anyone feel like that?
Well i feel what you feel too.

Well hello people.

Thank you for reading my blog all these times.
Appreciate it alot to those who tag, and lets continue my updates for today.

School was as usual, the same faces, with the same expression. Yeah, you.... That face...
Biler nak bertaubat?? tkpee, sedar lah dikau lah ye.

Today was abit special cause, it happends to be the mini class party.

Thanks to Mdm Haslina for the treat.
We all really appreciate it alot. Finish at 5pm, went home bath and off to mediacorp.
Finish Vocal training for anugerah at 10.3opm, Went to Adam rd to eat.
Arrive hometown at 12am.
Pass elna digi cam, damn i miss that girl.
Off to meet bf after that. And we had a longggggg talk.

right now, i feel so down.
Everything stress me out.

Latest one is, i have to cut my hair short.
Cause its dry, splits end here and there.
Watch out for my upcoming post okayyy..

Well people, tmr would be a day off from anugerah practice.
Should have my full rest after the hair cut tmr.
Okay people, take care.

A very quick update.

2009-05-26T01:52:00.003+08:00

Hello people!!
Just gotten home from mediacorp-makan w bf.

for the soooo very long.
Today was the longest chat i had with bf.
We'd flash back to our first meet and such.
It such a memorable time, wont elaborate more.

I hate today anugerah meeting, i hate it when a topic about my weight were brought up. That i have to slim down alil and such. Well, first of all. I love myself. I love my body, and i dont care whaat others say.

The thing that i cant stand is people teasing with my weight.
well i think i have to get used to it.
Right now, i better get to sleep. Morning

Tiredman.

2009-05-24T23:53:00.004+08:00

Hello earth people!
just gonna have a quick quick update.

Dad just bought a new laptop for me. Thank god mannnn, wanna know why?
cause the previous laptop really cant work really well. Thanks to sis, now i have a new one. What she did ? She on the laptop to long till the battery blow out. And the charger blowwwww out tooo.

But this time, i really have to take really good care of this one. And the main priority for these new laptop is for school. Now, i just need to download feww stuff and its ready for everything.

Okay, some have request for me to update on my anugerah activities.
Well starting by tmr i will be busy with anugerah and other stuff, and i only can update when im free.

25th May -School [9am - 4pm]
Meet the anugerah stylist [7.30pm-10pm]

26th May - School [ 10am - 5pm]
Vocal training lesson 1 [7.30pm- 10pm]

27th May - School [10am - 3pm]
*No anugerah activity*

28th May - School [ 9am - 5pm]
Vocal training lesson 2 [7.30pm- 10pm]

29th May - School [10am - 12pm]
Moviebites Bbq Reunion [4pm-midnight]

30th May - Vocal Training Lesson 3 [2pm - 5pm]

31st May - FREEE AHHHHH WOHOOOOOOO!!!

Okay, well actually this coming week would be a tiring one. I might becoming a zombie in the next morning for school after a tiring night. I hope i can make it ahhhh! 2 more weeks to the 1st round for anugerah man. Cant wait for it! but for now i got to practice and practice.

As for mom, she'had her operation done. Yes, they chop off her right thumb[leg]. For now the doctor says we have to wait till it shows some recovery. If the germ still gone up to her knee level, they really have to cut the whole leg.

I just hope mum would be strong, i cant see her crying everyday.
Whatever it is, i have to be strong and do this anugerah for mum.

Well people, i guess thats all. I got to sleep now. Take care!

i night.

2009-05-22T11:57:00.002+08:00

All tags has been replied, thank you for tagging.
i blog soon okay.
take care everyone!

REEN - Yup, she's having diabetis.
Thanks for the words, yes.. I should do this for me mum.
KEEN - Thank you very much keen.
Shurah - Yes babygirl, im quite okay right now. Msg you soon okay.
Afiqah - thanks babe, appreciate it alot.
Filanaomi - Ohh banking? coincident betol. Your blog private?
Zanne - Thanks babe!
Farah Ayeen - Thanksss yeahh!

help

2009-05-21T10:09:00.005+08:00

Im very down right now.

I dont really know how i could cope with life right now.

Mum gonna have her toe cut today. I didnt even know what time she gonna have it cut. May allah protect her please. Doctor says, if they cut her toe and it stills worsen to the knee level. They really have to cut the whole leg. Visited mum ytd, i saw her face. I cant see her like that.

Today, school ends at 5.

I've got anugerah meeting at 7.

i still havent choose my song for the first round.

all i need is mum right now.

ya allah, tolong lah aku :(

Currently, no one is helping. No one is making these easier for me. It has been a week i cried none stop. I even got into a fight with sis. I cant believe i actually hit her with my helmet. I cant believe that i beaten her as if she was my worse enemy. This is all her fault. If mum didnt take care of her child, mum would be healthy right now.

Only gods know my feeling towards you right now. How i feel you didnt even exist in this world. Whats the use of respecting you while you didnt respect mom. I hate you soo much.

May your child do the same thing as you did the same to mum.

2009-05-20T02:35:00.001+08:00

I CANT SLEEP RIGHT NOW.
Currently, waiting and waiting for bf to call.

acdiccted to this song.

2009-05-20T01:21:00.000+08:00

Tag reply ;

Zanne - Thanks babe!! muaackkks!
Farah Ayeen - Hey, thanks yeahhh!
KEEN - THANK YOU!!Hidayah - Thanks for tagging, thanks for the wish.
Filanaomi - Thanks for the wish, i also dunno we went to the same sch. You which course?
Fitriey - insyallah kalau jumpe aku kirim sama dia! hahha, thank you kecik!
Fyyza - Thank you, thanks for tagging.
EyFar - thanks classmates!
FAANAA - woah, how can you know? thanks alot. We dont know each other but we can get to know right? have a blog? link me kay?
Fazlina - ehhh thanks!!hehe
Passerby - thank you!
Radhy - thanks youuuuuuuuuu! do come down to support me tau!
I-nia baby - b! Yeahhhh *jumping up and down* OMGx2000. Thanks syg. Ilytvrm
Pujangga Malam - Yess, thanks for your support!
ShielAlip - yesyes thank you for teaching me singing all these yearsss LOL
Suffy - THANK YOUUUUUU!
Fazilah - Tark lah kencangg. Thanks faz!
Shurah - SHURAH!!!!!!*jumping*

I hate this part right here.

2009-05-19T23:31:00.001+08:00

MEET MY TWIN!

Anugerah is really scary.

trying to take care of my own self is scaryy man.

I've got 3 weeks to lose some fats, ohhhhh man.

Im not really good on this.

and right now i have alottt to think of.

Exams are real soon, i have not yet start my revision. Tmr is the BPF presentation.

Mum is soo sick, and yes. Mums leg is really freaking me out. Got to know if by 2 weeks times, if her leg doesnt gets well the doctors really suggest her to cut it. I dont want that to happend man. Mum is really hurting right now, i can see tru her eyes. Must pray harder for her.

And some other family problems that i should not mention it here. And bf? ooh. Where are you.........

And right now, i really need a full support from everyone close around me. Please understand me. Cause its really hard cope like this. And im trying my very very best to do the best for mum and everyone.

i guess thats all. Take care people.

Insyallah

2009-05-18T23:56:00.004+08:00

Thanks a million to those who text msg, calls and etc.

Apologise for not reply as my hp is having alil problem now Alhamdulilah!

I got to the top 20 Anugerah 2009.

The journey begins here.

I hope i could do my very best.

Wish me good luck people!

Sampai syurga ku cintamu.

2009-05-17T12:00:00.004+08:00

I look weird smiling with teeth man. Damn i need a new laptop. Big sis can have my current laptop if dad bought me new one.

Im off to sembawang beach. Just small picnic with mum and dad.

June holiday is coming, should start planning for class outing already!

OE! Chalet can anot?

I'll do the survey tmr in school okay!

I'll update soon when i feel like it.

Take care people!

My friday night.

2009-05-16T00:09:00.000+08:00

Hello people!

Had a quick catch up with GF'ES on the friday.

cause all have their own plans to catch with.

So headed home to change, Have a date with elnaaBaby.

Bought baby a gold watch.

with tak tau malu, i also bought one for myself.

thanks to elnaa, now im addicted to pastamania.

So every friday night is our pastamania dinner date.

After midnight, met baby and others to have our usual night ride.

Our destination for the day was, henderson wave.

I-nia baby! Nak photoshoot kat situ! Mcm best uhhhhh! heeeeeee*muke tak tau malu.

Each of everyone of us did our own business,

1 - sleep

2 - pluck arm-pit hair

3 - eat snacks

4 - listens to noisy songs.

did a lil photoshoo. =_=

accidentally sleep on the few minutes before going home :)

END OF THE FRIDAY.

lol

I spent my friday greatfully.

Thanks to all.

I guess, thats all.

Need to sleep now.

Take care!

The way you act, is the way people sees you.

2009-05-15T11:16:00.006+08:00

Hello people.

YEAHHHH TGIF!

currently, im in school 10 minutes late to school. But luckily, CA still talking about stuff. I feel like blogging right now cause it feel not right if i didnt blog about it.

Well, just gonna blog about how others blog about things/person they dislikes. FYI, this post has no link to anyone. Sape mkn chilli terase lah pedas ye.

its like some people who blog about those things that they blog, have the right to blog about it. But sometimes theres some limits. And 90% of bloggers always blog Over limit. Yes, cause they thought they have the right to blog.

But sometimes, other people who came tru the post might have their own comments about how you blog. Example ; If you blog about a person you dislike, and have every details about that person in that post is the most dis-respectful act ever. You imagine yourself being in that person place. Do you like it? i guess not.

you have your comments, what else you want?

For your friends to agree with you? , or just needed the attention from others?

Well, nobody is perfect. Must you talk about everyyy person that you dislike?as if you are one damn perfect someone? The way you/others blog ,show they way they are. Would you want others to think bad about you?

So now is the time to change, its not too late.

I guess, i'll continue in the next post.

Thats all for today, ughhhhhhhhhhhh i miss baby man. :(

take care people!

Tags will be replied soon!

Aku lemah tanpa kamu.

2009-05-14T10:00:00.004+08:00

A dream come true.

woaahh 4 more days to the results. I dont think i'll made it to the top 20. Its so hard to imagined that i would step to the top 20.

Right now i'm in school, Laptop is being such a bitch. I need a new one. urghhh! Wont be updating for the coming weeks. Busy busy busy! I'll update when i feel like it.

I miss baby so much :(

2009-05-13T01:04:00.000+08:00

High Quality. Watch my face. Its so LOL. Enjoy!

Cita cita bukan permainan.

2009-05-12T23:52:00.007+08:00

Even if im the biggest in the top 50 in anugerah. I'm proud of it. Not like some people.

Aleast i dare to say that i am fat.

I've change my skin today, but i dont like it but i'm lazy to find a new one.

Didnt attend school today cause mum was sick, and im having second day of PMS. And it suck to the core. Went to polyclinic, thank god today dad didnt went to work cause i missed him and he accompanied me there. AH LOL. Not that i dont see him at home, just its hard to see dad awake these days. He didnt went work too, neck ache again i guess.

Today, i've gotten 34% of rest.

Tmr is alrd BPF test. I've just revised for it. I hope i'll pass or atlease i dont get F.
And i heard some rumours, I'll be in trouble tmr. It sounded like that i think aha! But whatever it is, i wont make a fool of myself like some people would. I You should think first before saying anything okay. Dont start pointing fingers and say things which aint true okay.

And currently, im having a fine life with everyone around me.

My family, girlfriends, boyfriends and every friends who's always there for me.

And anugerah is on the way, so dont think you would bring me down.

Okay people i guess thats all. Just a random update. Take care!

Elnaa, Lisaa, Shidott, Catty

2009-05-11T15:34:00.002+08:00

I miss ELSC all.

menjadi realiti.

2009-05-10T23:49:00.013+08:00

Hello people.

Im back updating again.

Letmme update about Anugerah audition.

Alhamdulilah i got to the top 200plus and

Currently im in the top 50.

The picture above was taken on the saturday 9th May.

The second audition for the 200plus contestant to get to the top 50 the next day (sunday ; 10thmay). The result was taken at 10pm.

(Picture above ; top 50)

Yes it was late. I guess they have their own reason or being that late.

ilyvrm. And i know you know that.

thanks to all who came to support, ilyvrm y'all know that!

10th May

\It was the 3rd Audition, For the top 50.

And the results is still not out yet.

So people!

If you wanna get the results, turn to suria channel on 18May at 8.30 pm on jus!

Mak, selamat hari ibu.

You know i love you, im trying my best for anugerah.

Its all for you. You've been giving me the best, its my turn to repay everything.

Allah sahaje yang tahu niat ku untuk mu, mak.

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL MUM.

2009-05-07T22:47:00.000+08:00

Enjoy!

Sampai kan salam

2009-05-07T19:37:00.007+08:00

AHHHHH, IM OKAY.

lol.

Okay people, i guess im gonna continue update where i've got totally nothing to do.

Well let me update about myself. Not that im this or that. Just gonna update to CLEMENTI CAMPUS students, on how i react at school. I admit i do stupid stuff, cause school is bored. Full of crap. I know alot hated me for my idoitic behaviour. I know, thats why let me update this today

Well, to my ex-classmate.

Thanks for blogging about me. I didnt know until a friend told me. Well, i apologise for my stupid act. I just love making you people wondering why am i staring at y'all. Did it work? Did it bother you? I guess it did lahh, if not why must you post about me right?

I dont care why you people hate me, making me more popuplar lah oi! lol ah lol.

Well, for me to be featuring in tv . And yes its called 70an gerek , is just a try out for the first time @ mediacorp. I know i didnt winn, but atleast i dare to go on air and sing out my voice. But the good thing was, i was selected to be on the show. From all those hundreds who came for audition. I was one of them okay.

Haha, im glad that atleast someone notice that i appear on tv. Ya know some people always comment about my sense of fashion. well, im open to all. I do stupid stuff with my clothes. I go with everything that i can. Why are you so disturb about it? Telling me that i have no originalty and such is such a big crap. Well, cause not only your friend does the tuck in blouse right? So jangan nak cakap aku prasan okay beb? Lagi pon, kite semue manusia.

Atleast aku ni mmg muke tak tau malu, dengan semue pon aku tak heran.
Pasal aku tak nak heran. Aku berterima kasih kepada semua umat umat yang telah bebual tetang aku di sekolah itu. Well, im not a high class people like you people, having expensive stuff to school.

We have eyes, why cant we use them right? Well bukan nye aku tak puas hati ngan korang, setakat meluat je. So itu baru pandangan aku. Kawan aku yang tidak se-class dengan aku pon ade comment pasal kau. Dier kate, dier same primary sch dengan kau. Dier kate kau lawa, tapi malangnye kau gemok. Tapi aku tak berani nak comment pasal aku sedar aku pon gemok.

Oh! not to forget about my bf you talk about. I have no comment cause you talk with no sense. But you did mention that my bf is hot. HAHAHAHAHHA! iyeee lah tu eh nyahh. One more thing, Luckily you are disturb with only my reaction towards y'all. Atleast i didnt cheat people money on a blogshop.

Terima kasih atas segale pujian anda telah beri pada ku.

Salam manis salam sayang.

Asssalamualaikum.

You dont understand me at all.

2009-05-07T12:57:00.006+08:00

Hello People!

Just gonna have a quick update. Right now, im home. Didnt attend sch, cause i down with high fever/flu. And yes! Yesterday was the happiest day ever! Mum treat me a new phone!

KP500! Gold!

she also treat herself a LG KF750 phone =_=. The other good news, Mum bought sis same phone as mine. Only pink in colour. But before that, she thought of buying sis the same phone as hers.But thanks to me, i change her mind to buy sis the same phone as mine.Cause its easier if we both want to exchange!

Anugerah 2nd Audition is on this saturday. Soo to all my friends! Come down to east point mall [Simei mrt] to support me! But bad thing was, mine starts at 10am. So be early!

Take care people!

I'll update when i feel like it.

Everywhere i look around.

2009-05-04T18:32:00.006+08:00

Hallo earthlings!

Yes to that guest who've tag me. You' ve got my attention! Firstly i just wanna know whats the motive of you saying "try harder" to me? Not that me and bf is seperating or anything right?

Right now, i've suspected 2 people. Either the chinese mad girl who use to claim to be his gf or he's ex-girlfriend who really just cannot stop coming to my blog. Okay, im not use on blogging about those people i hate. To my bf ex-gf, Not that i hate you. Its the title that you are. His ex-girlfriend.

Its quite irritating if your bf ex-gf always pop-up looking tru our life.

Sape tak disturb kann? I dont want to be mean as you see that i'm quite mean with you just because you are his ex-gf.

I apologise for that. Hope you'll understand. Would you like if your boyfriend ex-gf just pop into yours and your bf life right?

I guess thats all i could update for now.

Impian ku!

2009-05-03T20:42:00.005+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!

yeahhhhhhhhh, some might be wondering did i try-out for the anugerah audition.

Well , yes i did. And sadly i didnt get to the next level. But its okay theres still other years right?

well, baby join too.. He got in! Alhamdulilah. So my turn was the same as baby too; His was 529 mine was 530, And the paper stated there said whoever registered 501 too 1001 have to come again on the sunday 3rdMay. Sleepover at baby's crib so its easier for his parent to send us to east point mall. Trying out for the audition was a good experience. I learn alot. And to all my singing mates good luck to whoever that gotten to the next round.

Well did my trick really works? haha !

I GOT TO THE NEXT LEVEL AH BABE! suspend tak?lol

stayed till 4pm today , as baby have to go work. Trained to BB say-ed byebye, trained too cck met elnaa, thought oF having early dinner with her. But, instead i became her P.A. . Went shopping @ cotton on and body shop.

Shop for our clubbing outing eh elna? CLUBBING CLUBBING! 15 MAY! ZOUK! $16! lol ah lol. Sempat promote eh?

Trained back to woodlands.

DAMN IM SOOOOOOOOO TIRED.

I'll update when i feel like it.

Toodles people!

take care!

All i want is you. All i need is you.

2009-05-02T00:57:00.011+08:00

Here's a video that could make y'all laugh like a madcow okay?

Dont read the message below if your name is not Zulhelmy Abdul Aziz. Dont say i didnt warn you.

Just wanna say that i love you so damn much.

How much i hated you, you're still the one i love. I dont know how and why, but i just cant let you go. I know you too cant even do the same. We laugh, We fight, We Cry.

In 2 weeks time, insyallah.

The Suprise present will be ready. I hope you'll love it.

Although our last meet was like a farewell due too anugerah later. I cry and cry and cry cause i love you alot more then anyone on earth. Sometimes, i always thinks this love was just a dream, But it aint a dream. Its real.

One whole day i cried cause i thought sooner or anywhen i could lose you. Cause i could feel it. But i know, we're strong. We went tru 6month together. Half a year, 6 more months to A Year.

I dont think you will read these message, cause i know you are busy with your'e everything.I respect you time;life.

Happy 6monthsary baby, you know i love you.
Eventhough it hurts loving you, i still love you.

Im sorry for everything stupid that i do. Cause i know, i cant control my temper like you too.

Even if its lost, you still have it in your heart.

Aku cinta Aku Rindu

2009-04-30T01:25:00.001+08:00

I NEED TO CHOP MY FRINGE.

Hello Beautiful people.

Yeah, just got back from admiralty. Mid night quick snack @ Mc D.

But before that, went to catch X-men Origins @ Marina Square.

Thanks to Kakak Rin for the free tixs.went with shidot, elna , siti and chica. Overall ; the movie was nice. Me no like the ending, its tooo simple and bore. Well, atleast they could add something like ;X-men origins 2 or something else, so that we could atleast be waiting for the other season.

We was minutes late for the movie, ran like a mad women.

aha!

Morning school was okay, ended at 3pm. Met bf after that. And yes, i'm always doing weird stuff. Like today, i wrote a love letter to bf. A LAME ONE. I know he will be laughing at it. well okay people.Thats all for today.TAKE CARE!

Ku cinta kamu Ku sayang kamu.

2009-04-27T20:59:00.003+08:00

I am soooooooooooooooo missing baby like to the max.

And i have a very very bad sore throat.

And i dont know what should i do to make myself cure before anugerah audition.

SOMEONE HELP!

Ohhh yeahhhhhhhh. I pampered my hair by doing a treatment just now.

Did a little bit of trim too.

And in 3months time, my hair will be healthy as it never been.

Okay people. I guess just a random update today. Take care!

Below are some photo's of me and the other arca gemilang finalist.

sayang sayang sayang.

2009-04-26T21:19:00.000+08:00

HaLo lahhhhh

The weekend have already ended and schools starts again. Damn im so not ready for school! Okay, my updates for my best weekends!

25 April 2009.

went for my competition, and alhamdulilah i wont 3rd for solo and 2nd place for duet.

I tried my very best. heres are the pictures for the day.

baby was the best. He look good , sound good and smell good.

i love him vr vr much.

Heres are the finalist for arca gemilang 2009.

BABY FAMILY,

(below)

Baby cousin, liza and her bf.

after the comp, baby family planned to catch mid-night movie.

We watched "Jangan Tegor"

it was okay, cause.... All the scary scene, i hide myself under my jacket.

Had late dinner with them. Had a great laugh!

TODAY

(below)

Was invited to sing at these event.

future singers.

(below)

Headed home to karaoke with bf.

slack and watch my oh-so-stupid-video!

OVERALL ; IM TIRED.

bye!

One day we surely die one. Dont worry.

2009-04-24T00:45:00.001+08:00

Im blogging here cuse i cant sleep. Its alrd 12.45am. Just got back few minutes ago from bf house. Stupid me, heh. Im just sooo stupid lah kan. Acciddentaly sleep tru while bf ask me to wake him up at 9.30pm.

I'd know that he would be soo tired to send me home. I'd know when it comes to send me home he would be like, erm.. Tired. And i know its all because im just heavy. Its hard for him to balance the bike when a ride it with him. I hate myself for being fat, heavy. I'm trying my best to lost all this Kilo's. I am ,okay.

Well these week was a very tiring week.

World record, full record for my attendence list!

I feel like not going school tmr, but i promise some friend that i would try-out for the ITE GOT TALENT audition. I also have to practice for this saturday singing comp. I have a movie-date with gf'es. How is it ey?

School ends at 12pm.

Audition at 2-3pm.

Date with gf'es 3.30pm to 7pm.

All night would be with bf.

woah lah. Penat man.

SERVE ME RIGHT AH EH.

oh yah, i remembered. I just view shidot's blog.

She mention about ytd storm?

yeahh it was damn scary i tell you. I was with bf riding home, when the wind really push our body and the bike too. i was soo scared, i force bf to sleepover my house cause of the odd weather. I heard Alot due to ytd weird weather. Even the news made me worried about the weather. Isit all true about those things that is coming? Now im trully worried. Of cos im scared man! Singapore is soooo tiny oi! Alermaks

Pray hard people, lets pray together. May Singapore be safe. May god help us.

take care people. Good bye.

Cherish your love one before its too late : )

2009-04-22T23:18:00.000+08:00

AHA YOU SO FAT LAH BITCH.

2009-04-21T22:45:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHHA!

LAUGH AH LAUGH.

70an gerek was shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit!!

i look soo shit fat.

people must be laughing right now.

dah bye.

2009-04-20T23:56:00.001+08:00

Ytd was the last day mum was hospitalised.

Went to visit mum with bf.

Searching for food.
Otw there.
Overdued picture with Gf'es last friday.
Lisa was not included cause she was out for a date.

Elnaa muke mentel.

Mulot itek.

Chillex @ Mcd Civic with McFlurry only.

AND SAY YES TO SEX PEOPLE!

okay i'm being lame

Sorry for being M.I.A for a week or so.

I was soo upset due to some reasons. Last saturday was my audition for solo and duet. Otw to Fuchun CC, met with a minor bike accident between bf bike and a taxi.

we crush the taxi backlights, and bf bike was 30% crush-ed. No serious injuries, Bf injured his right hand and i injured my legs/knee and my hips. But we are okay, no worries.

As usual, monday is boring day.

Got to catch up with GF'ES after school today.Like ATLAST. Everyone was there. Eventhough it was only for awhile together, we did lepas kan rindu. hahahah, We should meet soon and catch our last Free-yellow-ticket okay babies?

Bf just arrived my house. Sleepover!

TAKE CARE PEOPLE!

byebye!

2009-04-20T23:49:00.001+08:00

My sis is sooo in love with this boy voice.

CHECK HIM UP PEOPLE!

:(

2009-04-20T14:24:00.002+08:00

Hello people.

A veryvery short update for today.

Bf and me met with an minor accident. Which i injured my leg and hips.

overall im okay.

Watch me tml on 70an gerek! @suria 8.30pm!

2009-04-16T23:03:00.003+08:00

Be right back when im good.

I need a big plaster for my heart.

byebye. take care.

I still and forever will love you sayang.

2009-04-16T00:11:00.002+08:00

WELL HALLO PEOPLE!

just got back from the long day i had. Went to many places in such a little time. First was from clementi to bukitbatok to woodlands and back to buena vista to citi hall to orchard then lastly back home sweet home. I'm sooooooo tirred right now. HAHA.

Today school was short and sweet. Dont know why, but how boring it is going to that dead school, i still have fun with people around me. I still dont like how MDM LLL teaches us. But wadeva it, how boring school is; i still have to go. LOL AH LOL

well after singing practice with BF, went to meet shidotbaby for awhile, u-turn back to buena vista. Had a bigggg favour from bitch-sis. She cant make it on her appointment with her friend; and ask me to replace her.

wanna know replacing on what?

On this! see my face? how bapok it is? hahhahaha, but i love it man.

And yes, heres my make-up artist.

guess how old is she?

17,18,19,20,21,22,23,24,25

nehh, its 26!

after her course, we headed to newton hawker centre.

Had our late dinner and taxi-ed home afterwards.

overall, i had fun but im still quite tired man.

I guess thats all people!

take care!

byebye

WELLO

2009-04-14T17:36:00.003+08:00

How i wish i could sing like this lady right here. How amazing-ly her voice is, i could imagined her becoming a very big star one day.

WELL HALO PEOPLE!

Today didnt attend school, and im soo lazy to go to the doctors. Cause my house is already full of medicine. And my throat really hurt to the core man.

well, today would be baby's episode in the 70an Gerek. 1st episode je dah popular member... Mine would be the third week, which is on the 28 April. So people! catch me on Suria channel @ 8.30pm dalam 70an GEREK!

lol ah lol

promote diri sendiri ahahhahahah. right now, im waiting for baby to come my house to watch he's first episode. Okay people, i guess that all.

take care!byebye!

aha APRIL INTAKE KENTAL.

2009-04-13T21:52:00.004+08:00

ahhhhhhhhha hallo!

First day of term 2! And yes, i know everyone missed me alot. LOL AH LOL

well, i do miss y'all too.

First start of the day alrd made me happpy, waking up with baby beside me.

*feelingfeeling married gitu. Wash-up and dress, wake baby too. Took train, baby drop at BB and *wave byebye.

OKAY! lets talk about today first day of term 2!

Well, thanks to Mr DT. I passed the spot check, where im being so scared they would caught my Oh-so-faded-coloured-hair. Already the start of the week we've got an assignment to be complete by this or next week by BPF class. The other class is as usual. BORING.

and atlast it was the Break, Went down to canteen and saw alot tttttttttttt of Minahreps and Matreps. So happy member oi!! Atleast Clementi ITE wont be called the Lesbians and Butches school. Atleast theres other groups who came in with their Oh-so-fierce-face. kental ah lu. Alah, pikir aku takot pe? ahhaha Pi mampos sama lu.

but today was not that happening. Cause im down with a very bad flu. i dont think i could make it tml. But wadeva it is, i have too. aha! And also, i have a Good news and a Bad news. Good news is, baby has alrd started working at he's new workplace and quits he's old job. *Meaning, i wont be jealous or worried if he's flirting with he's Hotstuff manager or not.

Bad news was baby has started he's sch. SOOOOOO DAMN F NEAR TO MINE.

ite dover.

hahahaha actually its part of the good news, but only I'm just worried he would be flirting with girls there or the other way round. ahaah, wadeva it is... Im happy if you're happy okay & I would really wish this flu would go away please!

take care people! Enjoy schooling!

holiday ends.

2009-04-12T23:51:00.003+08:00

Previous post was delete because;

nothing but nonsense and full of shit.

Well hello!

Let me update about my 11th and 12th April.

11th April 2009

Followed mum and dad to who-knows-who'es-wedding ceremony near ang mo kio.

aheaded back home earlier, where bf parents fetch me to get me to mediacorp.

Yepps, it was bf semi-finals for he's 70an Gerek, and alhamdulilah

he got to the finals.

went home after a long long day.

See that? they make-over-ed him.

12th April 2009

Went mediacorp again, to support him for the finals.

Gay pose.MOM DAD.

W Fuad RahmanThe little girl who wins the comp.

The 3rd finalist.And lastly, picture perfect.

Favourite one of the Day :)

After the show, went to teh tarik yishun for our late dinner. Went back to woodlands. Bf sleepover for the 2nd time. And he's sleeping, i REALLY cant stop staring.lol ah lol.

Okay people, tmr is alrd the First day of semester 2! take care byebye!

2009-04-10T19:40:00.000+08:00

Just a short, very short update for today.

Went to cathay ceni, to catch a movie with classbabies,

but to bad some cant make it.

we watched KNOWING

rate: 7/10

i like the show, but theres no happy ending.

i still dont understands the ending well.

there was nothing much to do while waiting for the movie to start,

we camwhore like we always do.

after the movie, went separate way as i had a singing practice with bf.

overall, i enjoy today.

I kept quiet while having a very heavy head-ache.

got a long day tmr, take care people!

your sweet sixteen :)

2009-04-10T03:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHURAH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHURAH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHURAH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHURAH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHURAH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHURAH!

we meet soon okay!

Happy Sweet 16 my Dear Shurah!

Wished all your dream will come true, insyallah.

I need to pass the present to you okay, remember that.

Anything, just hit the button sayang!

You know i'm here when you need okay.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

2009-04-10T02:03:00.000+08:00

OFFICIALLY OPEN!

elsc blogshop

2009-04-09T13:52:00.001+08:00

More coming your wayy..

2009-04-08T02:42:00.004+08:00

ELSC JUST OPENED A BLOGSHOP.

We are selling all kind of cool stuff.

From Tops to Dresses to skirts to hot pants in every Different size.

Cool Accessories with a very afordable price.

and last but not the least

SHOES.

come and shop!

with us!

open by 10April2009

i will always loved you

2009-04-08T01:57:00.004+08:00

I didnt know this feeling was strong

I'm always there for you, and i always there to help

Lets do this together baby.

I know, you are stronger then me.

Well, you did promised what you promised.
i hope you'll keep it baby.

waiting.

2009-04-07T04:02:00.002+08:00

SOMETIMES.

Boys think to little about girls feelings , girls think too much of their's.

i admit i think to much, i'm not afraid of anything.

I'm just afraid of losing you.

You know i love you more then myself.

Although sometimes it hurts and i know you didnt mean to, i still love you.

You're like a drug to me, im soooooo addicted to you.

yes, i might sound soo crazy.

But i guess this is love.

Zulhelmy Abdul Aziz.

I MISS YOU SO FUCKING MUCH.

how about around of applause.

2009-04-06T21:57:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH GOOD NEWS!

i didnt even get to the finals stardust'09!

hahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahah.

Y'all wanna know why im happy? Cause im tired of singing English songs.

Stardust'09 will be my last english singing competition ever!

Well, today i'm extra happy.

Cause for 2days, i forgotten to check my weight.

I've just check few minuted ago. And it went 7kg downnnnnnnn!

mane member tak happy? 7kg siol!

Yes yes, im damn happy.

Another good news.

I've just resign from my current job as moviebiters @ Shaw house orchard.

Yes, i just cant take it anymore with all the people working there.

They just cant stop teasing me.

Well, everything have ended. I surely will miss all.

Currently now, im quite sick.

I can hardly walk due to my long-long-UTI and My throat is swollen badly.

Been at home the whole day.

well people, i guess thats all people.

TAKE CARE!

AAAAH I MISS BF SO MUCH :(

4 More day to this babygirl's birthday!

see you when i see you!

no confidence.

2009-04-05T22:52:00.006+08:00

Saturday.

yeah, i hate stardust'09 olr.

hello people.

yes, you guess it.

I did so bad on it.

I guess i was sooooo nervous. Fuck me.

thanks to mum, shidot,elna&herbf and babytysha for the support.

they are my one and only supporters.

Bf came late. understoodunderstand.

But still, i know i wont get to the finals.

shit ah eat shit.

OH YEAH, these days my mood swinging alot here and there.

i hate it.

Bagging my head was the best solution.

lol.

Enjoy the pics!

take care people

after my performance, went to this big guy birthday party.

He turns 12!

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i will forever miss you lah sayang.

5th story already?

2009-04-02T21:47:00.003+08:00

Happy 5th Monthsary Baby Bao!

here i am, once again, im torn into pieces.

2009-04-02T07:19:00.003+08:00

No use waiting for you till 4am.
No use thinking that you would come and suprise me.
No use caring for you, hoping you be save.

there you are, having fun.

and to zanny, is he anything to you till you have to bug me up?

I know you might thought that i could sit down quietly and not be mad/sad?

Well, im like other girls with feelings.

WE ALL DO HAVE THE SAME THING.

scared of losing.

scared of losing everything.

I know you might not have a chance to even read this, cause now you're soo busy with you new life with new things ahead. I hope you ride safely.

I hope the bike wont make you forgot me. I also hope we would be like last time.

I notice a big changes in you all this 5months.

why dont you just have fun and live your life fully.

I wont be bothering you, if you want me to.

I do miss you alot, your hug&kisses.

yours trully, Catty:)

Happy Aprils Fool

2009-04-01T23:10:00.010+08:00

Hello people!

Let me wish y'all Happy April's Fool Day!

Yes, one of my favourite day.

As it was planned ytd, yes indeed it was last minute to catch up a movie with gf'es.

As it was our favourite day.

We kept prank-ing people everywhere!

Met at CWP, train-ed to AMKhub to Cathay.

watch Confessions of a Shopaholic

it was a great movie to be watch on april's fool.

It was soooo F funny.

And i cant believe, at the end of the movie

I shouted "Happy April Fool Day People!"

haha, okay Lame ah.

Proceed back to woodlands, bought elna&lisabby Meal at kfc.

Made a big prank at lisa.

Inserted a small plastic lizard in her waller while she went to buy her meal.

and yes, she shouted with her lembu face.

went to Elnaabby house to have their meals, did some practice for my stardust's semi. We Even made a Video where you people can watch below this post.

Enjoy the pictureS!

ELSC, MY LOVE MY LIFE. MY HAPPINESS.

ELSC <3

Elnaabby, thanks alot for the hair.

How i wish mum would help me out on repairing my hair.

mummmyyyyyyyy!

well take care people!

HAPPY APRILS FOOLS DAY PEOPLE!

Favourite Pic Of the Day.

I love them, yes. How bad we fought and such. Y'all still everything to me. A friends, Girlfriends, Bestfriends & a Sister. Thank you for being there when i got no one else.