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Thursday, May 21, 2009
I dont really know how i could cope with life right now.
Mum gonna have her toe cut today. I didnt even know what time she gonna have it cut. May allah protect her please. Doctor says, if they cut her toe and it stills worsen to the knee level. They really have to cut the whole leg. Visited mum ytd, i saw her face. I cant see her like that.
Today, school ends at 5.
I've got anugerah meeting at 7.
i still havent choose my song for the first round.
all i need is mum right now.
ya allah, tolong lah aku :(
Currently, no one is helping. No one is making these easier for me. It has been a week i cried none stop. I even got into a fight with sis. I cant believe i actually hit her with my helmet. I cant believe that i beaten her as if she was my worse enemy. This is all her fault. If mum didnt take care of her child, mum would be healthy right now.
Only gods know my feeling towards you right now. How i feel you didnt even exist in this world. Whats the use of respecting you while you didnt respect mom. I hate you soo much.
May your child do the same thing as you did the same to mum.