i hate this part right here.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
I'm sad, im so sad. How i wish i would be thin and not fat like this. How i wish people would stop saying me Fat or kept assuming that i am fatter/fattest .
I know people would say to me to excercise and stuff. I'd tried. Well, i'm not patient enough and i'm so busy with stuff, i cant even think to get myself in shape. Cause i've got better things to think of then myself.
And it also hurts alot when people around me would be so ashame being near to me, just because of [ Too many to mention]
And today work was bad, thanks to AlmaBitch. Every sentence she say out related to me being FAT. As she was talking to the others, they would also say things about me. Why is it a big thing for people to talk about me? Say things just to hurt my feelings?
I had enough. I gave up.
Thanks alot.
I cant stop thinking about this issue.
I cried alot, even right now, and nightmares kept coming.
And also, i lost the ring that baby gave it on valentine.
Without that ring, i have no confidence towards anything right now.
Bye people. Take care.
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