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Follow your heart, Open Your mind
Friday, January 23, 2009

No one dont even know how i felt right now, How i wish to jump down from a very very high building and die. How i wish to do whatever i could to just end my life now. But no, i know the wrong and rights towards everything in this life.


I've just got discharged from N.u.h just now. Hospitalised for 2 pathetic day.

Yeah, like i say. I might go back to that place again. I just dont know why am i so weak when it comes to health. I really do wanna live. The only things is, im just weak. I dont want to take all those stupid pills which cost more then my sch daily stuff/ family needs.


Yes, im trying my very best to give mom and dad a life that they deserve. I dont want them to be sad nor suffer in the future comes.


I am working for money, im sick for the lack of rest and i really really need to get everything straight. Espeacially my school stuff ,I've been missing school for almost a week.

Some people might feel that their life suck because of a very small matter eg; NO FREEDOMM, NO FRIENDS, NO BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND , NOT LOOKING GOOD AS OTHERS ETC ETC.

Im not saying that my life suck, its just hard to be living in it. Heyyy, theres alot of people struggling to live their life. Like those gaza's victims and some others sick people who have just a little time to live.

You people might not know what is it. But the only thing that i could say, you people wont want to live my life. Cause its painful as the 5 needle that've poke my freaking hand yesterday night.

Its my job to make those people around me smile and laugh every single day.

Like my classmates, the just had known me for 2weeks. Yet we'r like close like we've been knowing each other for a very long time.

To my dear classmates , thanks for the teddy bear. I appreciate to those who have come to visit me that day.

i guess, this is the only place that you people could read how i feel. The only thing that we dont have in common is the feels that only myself could feel it.

Too all, Live your life the fullest while you still could, Appreciate your parents, Love your siblings and be happy always. Follow your heart, Open Your mind. May god bless all of you. Take care.

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