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Monday, October 6, 2008

LONG ENTRY AHEAD.
i'm still awake, and i'm still upset over my birthday
with the crying thing in the early in the morning of my birthday had made me say to myself, is there anyone ever think that i'm important to them or somthing

I've always put everyone ahead of me.
my family , friends and even my catts.
i dont even care for myself that much.

well my family have been always remember to celebrate and giving me a small presents. Yes for this year , i got nike shoes from
my 2nd brader`&family , nike beg from
1st brader1`&family , plus rebonding my hair by mum.


i know my 3rd brader will surely wont have time for me no more.

as he got his own family alrd.
i miss him! especially him.
and i dont why i'm crying right now.

as for my sis, for her to come on my birthday and celebrate is the best she could do. I love her damn much. Although i hate her sometimes.

I JUST MISS EVERYONE.
I WANT AND NEED MY BROTHERS AND SISTER BACK.

i'm always their baby sis.
i'm always their punching bag.
i'm always the one that made them smile.
and they are the one who always makes me cry every single day.

all i want is for them to support in every thing in my life.
Like now, the TKC IDOL.
i'm damn confident that i can step to the next level.
yes the FINAL
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i know i'm being unreasonable, they have their own family why they wana bother about me anymore right?

If only i'm still a baby.
and if only they are not married.

I'M DISSAPOINTED EVERYONE IN MY LIFE.
i dont want those presents, i just need them to just to gimme some care and love to their little sister. Am i a rock or a wall that y'all really cant even care a little bit?
I'm fucking sadd.

you know what? I think my laptop is the only the one that always be by my side.
even right now, crying while typing.

and friends
heh.
i really don wanna expect anything.
cause i know y'all inside & outside.
I know, i'm the only one who shouldn't be cared the most right?
no need to make a birthday bash right? not even a small one right?
I really would want to let out everything here.
i know i will hurt one or twwo of you.
so i wont then.
Cause i care for you people.
i dont wanna hurt anyone.


So mum saw me crying ytd night,
and just now she went to buy a digital camera for me.
yessh she did. I been bugging her since last 3weeks.
but i didnt even ask for it right away lahh
i told her if we have any extra $$$ we can buy right?

haha, she told me its the $99 digital cam, which she bought at cheers there.
i know its just a $99 one. For what wanna buy all those damn expensive one?
but atleast she's making me happy right?
but i havent yet got it.
Cause i got to collect it later on.


well, later on will be my CPA theory paper.
i didnt even revise anything for that.
i'm not ready for anything now.
i just hate life for now.
it succckkkk begggyyy beggyyy suckkks.

all i want is for those people that i love the mosssssssst to just gimme the love back.

I JUST WANT A SWEET SWEET 16 BIRTHDAY.
i wanna cry for happyness, not saddness.

oh yeah, tuition has end alrd
Cause kak fii [tutor] has alrd done her job by teaching till the science and maths paper end. I really want to thank her soooooooo damnnn bloody much.


thanks for all those sweet funny memory and those goodies that you gave me.
even the good luck card.
I'd really appreciate it alot.
I really dont know how to just repay all those happyness back.
and the $500 for my TKC IDOL.
THANKS ALOT KAK FII!

OKAY, I THINK THIS ENTRY IS DAMN MUCH LONG.
soo why not i just stop here.
and just have my beauty sleep.
AND MY IDIOTIC COUSIN STILL HAVEN YET ONLINE TO SEND ME THOSE PICTUREs
online lahhh bodho!!
okay people.
TAKE CARE.
much love,catty.

AND I DO HATE PEOPLE CALLING ME FAT YOU ASS WITH THE HOLE!!