Monday, May 5, 2008
the past is coming back to me. Why in the world must i think of him and dream too? mum missed him too. Why do you have to come back to my life. This suckk like shit.
Mid-year gonna end soon , thats not good. Cuz school gonna end late , And mass run will be normal. But the best part is holiday is coming! I've just changed my blog skin , i think I'll stick to this one first. I'm still at shitdots house, Malay paper ends at 9.10am just now. Went to shitdots house to slack , watch "over her dead body " It Fun and cool. If you love Eva longoria go watch fast!! While watching shitdot surprise us with he must famous laksa! *yummy!
Life have been hard for now, it seems like its not easy to be in. Mum has been hoping for me to do the best in my singing duties. Dad have been working his ass off for our dream car. Sis has been crying from the start of her marriage , my first brader is having his 4th child next month , I TOTALLY MISS MY SECOND BRADER! my third brader have been missing and it seems like his suffering cause his becoming more thinner and thinner. I wish all my siblings gather this coming mothers day. I miss them soo much. Especially my nieces and nephews . and also Dad says we'r gonna let some of our cats to dunno-where. I hope dad change his mind.
School has been school . I'm tired of being nice always, i'm tired of OTHER people see me as if I'm a innocent nice girl. Yeah i won wgs idol and people know me, They know me for my singing talent . Why do you people expect me to be soo nice and say nice things and smile always ? do you people think I'm a robot , who got no feelings like others? and now you people are saying fucking bad things about me pretending and such. Hey wake up la , why don't you people accept me for who i'am? I'm fuckingly tired of you people saying me things , looking me as if I'm a garbage , HELL YEAH I'M A TECHNICAL, you people are the clever ones. And I'm only the technical girl who only knows how to sing. Fuck it okay! Although I've only known you people since sec one but we are not that close till you people thinks you people know me better. so now stop and listen to yourself, listen to yourself whining about other bitches at school or you people call it high school. haha , Okay people today have been fun for me and gfs. Although we got to study for tomorrow exam, we're still on with our movie marathon!
THATS ALL PEOPLE !
TAKE CARE!