Sunday, March 9, 2008
Dont you people realise how fat i look all these time.
i'm just soo fucked up right now for being sooo fatt.
Mum just bought this cute vintage-tee that she thougth that i could fit in,
yet i cant . Cause i'm just too fatt to fit in to those cute things.
All i wish i could just be thin like BabyOPPSbitch.
ITS SO HEAVENLY PERFECT SIZE OF BODY.
argh.
what ever it is i think by the end of july or june i wish to look thin,
i dont care abt my weight cause how much i lose also there will be no changes .
heh . mayb you peoplewould really agree with that yah?
ok anyw about my weight!
I look old with this body.
I look UNPRETTY in this body.
ooh how i wish theres a fitness coach would coach me now.
27 MARCH, mums b'day . Ohh i miss my siblings yes and even my bitch sis.
cause being the only one unmarried and the only one that will stuck with my parent alone.
i feel alone right now.
i've got 3 big brader and a sis.
yet i feel soo alone.
why? why must i feel like this when i'm happily having a own bedROOM.
yes like when i'm 4-5 years old i use to sleep outside in the living room with my braders.
cause back then my dad flats only got 2 bedROOMS , a hall , a toilet and a kitchen.
yup , its an old flat at jurong west.
i miss those old times with my siblings.
i miss those Carparks days where when its heavily rains the longkangs will be flooded with rain water, and we will be togther-ly playing with the rain and when i fell my braders will be the ones who be worried cause they will get the scold from mum and dad.
i wish i could have those old, childish , non-fierce people now.
abg2 ku dan kakak ku.
I miss you.
OK HOLIDAYS IS HERE.
girls? how? movie? or escape theme park? i'm bored now.HOW! OOH.
ok people i think thats all for today.
take care have a good holiday and rest ok!