Thursday, January 31, 2008
Hello people,
i still cant think of those words that i would like to say to my loves ones
This days had made me endless-ly moody.
yes i do hurt some loves ones
&& i am sorry.
But to some fault its not mine.
but yet i get the blame.
its easy for every earth people to say
Forgive && Forget.
but there's some people who have those sensitive Hearts.
That needed love the most from those love ones.
But those love ones choose to Ignore the love and push it to the side and
dont really wanna care to the sensitive heart.
Mum , Dad , Sis , Brothers , Grandmum , BESTFRIENDS and some close friends.
though some of you dont really understand the me NOW.
i hope you will soon.
All i need are just understandable from you people.
Like to gfs,
-Lisa
it had already been 8 lovely years of friendship with both had grown togther with.
and yeah FRIENDS will come and go.
As for you.
you had move on with your good life with a new friends like we've met few years ago,
Siti Rashidah & Nurisa Elna.
and we are still the best of friends though theres some ups & down.
still our friendship together with those 2 for 3 lovely years is amazing.
And some people will change while they're growing older.
I accept some of my loves ones changes inside and out.
yes i accept it deep deep from the bottom of my hearts.
=]
in few years later the friends that some of you people are being friends with will not be remembering you or will be beside you always.
but sometimes Friends Forever will not be forever.
Well, i do believe in that words " Friends Forever ".Till now.
but it will not be true if only the left side doing some afford and the right aren't.
some of you also said that you wanna change for good.
its good for you all."all the best."
-Shida & Elna.
we have known each other since the year of 3rd Jan 2005.`I think.
back where we were in secondary 1.
that was the most memorable.
i miss those old young times.
we were all so nerdy and as for me I'm the fatty fatty bom bom.
And now we are all grown up.
and its time for our N'level soon.
its quite hard to say good bye..by den..Ite will start..
All of you sweethearts are my hearts all this 3 years.
Beating together.
last few days i tried to msg lisa.
i've said "i feel like i'm nothing to u already la."
Her reply , Why ler?
next msg.
i said "dunno la..like you have forgotten me liddat lisa."
Her reply , "Can you stop all these nonsense?[Aku malas arh nk ckp psl ni..]
`in englis I'm lazy/tired to dicuss about this."
I've tot she will replies "catty! you'll always a FRIEND to me , Hey hey why you say like that
or watsoeva soft things she would have replied.
and i thought after i msg that i would like to say Cause i missed you la lisa.
it has been a long long time we've talk , slack together , cried together and laugh together.
but instead she replied that...
Had made me heart broken..
the next msg i would not like to say it here..
All i'm thinking about is all the good old time memory.
and now she have just move on with her new life.
And have forgotten the old times & old friends like me.
i still get intouch with our old friends like fazila.
she still remember us.
i know that cause many times she says she misses lisa so damn much.
As for me i miss my old hometown, ` yew tee and also my old bestfriend that also had forgotten me.
sigh,
i wish all those people would come to me and gimme a big hug and say we'r still friends la girl.
dont worry ok!?
But after that msg with lisa.
I've got no heart to say i love my friends.
cause some will always take for granted.
to all my old and new friends ,
i miss you all so damn much.
with our life one day we must seperate.
BUT WHAT EVER IT IS FRIENDS WILL STAY FOREVER.
and to blog readers .
THIS IS MY BLOG , ITS MY SAY .
what ever you dont like woteva i say,
go away and leave ok?
OK PEOPLE I THINK THATS ALL.
TAKE CARE!!
i still cant think of those words that i would like to say to my loves ones
This days had made me endless-ly moody.
yes i do hurt some loves ones
&& i am sorry.
But to some fault its not mine.
but yet i get the blame.
its easy for every earth people to say
Forgive && Forget.
but there's some people who have those sensitive Hearts.
That needed love the most from those love ones.
But those love ones choose to Ignore the love and push it to the side and
dont really wanna care to the sensitive heart.
Mum , Dad , Sis , Brothers , Grandmum , BESTFRIENDS and some close friends.
though some of you dont really understand the me NOW.
i hope you will soon.
All i need are just understandable from you people.
Like to gfs,
-Lisa
it had already been 8 lovely years of friendship with both had grown togther with.
and yeah FRIENDS will come and go.
As for you.
you had move on with your good life with a new friends like we've met few years ago,
Siti Rashidah & Nurisa Elna.
and we are still the best of friends though theres some ups & down.
still our friendship together with those 2 for 3 lovely years is amazing.
And some people will change while they're growing older.
I accept some of my loves ones changes inside and out.
yes i accept it deep deep from the bottom of my hearts.
=]
in few years later the friends that some of you people are being friends with will not be remembering you or will be beside you always.
but sometimes Friends Forever will not be forever.
Well, i do believe in that words " Friends Forever ".Till now.
but it will not be true if only the left side doing some afford and the right aren't.
some of you also said that you wanna change for good.
its good for you all."all the best."
-Shida & Elna.
we have known each other since the year of 3rd Jan 2005.`I think.
back where we were in secondary 1.
that was the most memorable.
i miss those old young times.
we were all so nerdy and as for me I'm the fatty fatty bom bom.
And now we are all grown up.
and its time for our N'level soon.
its quite hard to say good bye..by den..Ite will start..
All of you sweethearts are my hearts all this 3 years.
Beating together.
last few days i tried to msg lisa.
i've said "i feel like i'm nothing to u already la."
Her reply , Why ler?
next msg.
i said "dunno la..like you have forgotten me liddat lisa."
Her reply , "Can you stop all these nonsense?[Aku malas arh nk ckp psl ni..]
`in englis I'm lazy/tired to dicuss about this."
I've tot she will replies "catty! you'll always a FRIEND to me , Hey hey why you say like that
or watsoeva soft things she would have replied.
and i thought after i msg that i would like to say Cause i missed you la lisa.
it has been a long long time we've talk , slack together , cried together and laugh together.
but instead she replied that...
Had made me heart broken..
the next msg i would not like to say it here..
All i'm thinking about is all the good old time memory.
and now she have just move on with her new life.
And have forgotten the old times & old friends like me.
i still get intouch with our old friends like fazila.
she still remember us.
i know that cause many times she says she misses lisa so damn much.
As for me i miss my old hometown, ` yew tee and also my old bestfriend that also had forgotten me.
sigh,
i wish all those people would come to me and gimme a big hug and say we'r still friends la girl.
dont worry ok!?
But after that msg with lisa.
I've got no heart to say i love my friends.
cause some will always take for granted.
to all my old and new friends ,
i miss you all so damn much.
with our life one day we must seperate.
BUT WHAT EVER IT IS FRIENDS WILL STAY FOREVER.
2years ago AHA. `ITHINK
27 JANUARY 2008
and to blog readers .
THIS IS MY BLOG , ITS MY SAY .
what ever you dont like woteva i say,
go away and leave ok?
OK PEOPLE I THINK THATS ALL.
TAKE CARE!!