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Monday, October 1, 2007

Catty is not that strong.
i cant suffer this alone.
why do this always happen to me. why god!?
the matter ; # having to suffer this alone without no silbling knows.
# having to take care my parents. ALONE.
# YES! my parents is Sick as in not flu or fever. seriously danger sickness.
i cannot be like this always.. i need some sunshine shine to me..
my birthday is in 3 days my head still have alot of thinking. ALOT i can say.
i need something or someone to Make Me go on with my life..
i HATE i HATE i HATE That!
i wanna SOMETHING/SOMEONE to atleast make me smile make me cheer up man!!
anything can do as long as my smile come back..
3 MORE DAYS ..
not even looking forward for that day..
today daddy say that this year we got no spirit to celebrate hari raya.
my heart drop when i heard that man! ok i know why..
mayb because of the family problem..
so many lorr..wat to do..every family got problem...
haha
no one no perfect...i'm not perfect...EVEN YOU not perfect!
see...just now went geylang...mummy was not well so we went home.
i love/hate geylang for many reason.
i day i wish to go there with my boys/girlsfriends and buy many many things lorr..
went home took bus half way then mummy cannot take it.
went off the bus a den take taxi home...in the bus i went crying...thinking of my mum...
she suffers alot because of us `my sibling...
firstly
give birth to 5 children
suffering OKEH! its hard for that la seii.
secondly
taking care of 5 kids..daddy work all day..mummy suffers quit job just for her children.
thirdly
having to go all her childrens teenage life..its VERY hard okeh..
fourthly
give them a life by letting them go with their life partners..
Mummy suffer alot.
now there's only me..to look after her and make her happy and not dissapoint her..
I LOVE MY MUMMY
she's not strong. i'm afraid to lose her..
DADDY TOO..
i'm afraid to lose both of my life lovers.
all my sibling got their own family to go to..
forgot their parents
and also forgot their love for their `last sibling which is me..
i'm sad to suffer this alone..
MUMMY DADDY I LOVE YOU.
ok now abt my heart my feeling and me.
i hate that i've fallen in love with my own friend.
ok Nizam I LOVE YOU.
I wont ever tell him that. AND will not tell.
Brother mikey says we are brothers and sister.
in the end..it doesnt work out cos we are sisters and brothers..
thats means the it the relationship will not work out.
btw THANKS for being there Mikey ..
I LOVE YOU LA SEII!!
ok back to my topic
i'm suffering by loving him..and mikey also say this
"u choose it to happen sis"
ok i'm the one who choose it to happen..
wat to do now?
haha
let me be.. let catty suffer...
ok da..
catty wanna rest byebye.
'Catty'
CattyLOVEpak janggut.
3 more days to 4th oct.